The past few days hasnt been great for me. Furthermore with the high fever for almost everyday, I feel totally useless.

I dont know why but as Im typing out this, Im having a very strong urge to cry.

Its hard. Its very hard to cope with my feelings. Im trying my very best to stay happy and be normal.

& Im lonely. Even though I know there are many around me, I feel as though Im alone.

To you, Ive missed you like mad. Its been 5 days since we last saw each other. With the part-time work you are currently having plus your own full-time job, I can count the number of smses we make in a day and the amount of time we spend talking on the phone. I dont know how to describe how much I really miss you but I know nothing can make time pass faster than how it is now.
I cant wait to meet you though I know we can only be meeting next weekend.

Ive been crying myself to sleep lately. This is just very had for me to handle. Very2 hard.

this is lina ~ 11:28 PM