My sister is reaching Singapore in a few hours time and I cant wait to see her. Ive never missed her this much and I wonder why. :(

Anyways, Ive been busy lately with minimal time to spend even with him cos I need to work extra hard to be able to pay my debts. Yes, I do have debts but they dont reach more than a hundred. Ive been earning very little lately, not even touching $250. And with my bills, ezlink and also senoman, Ive not been able to spend any exta money on anything for myself. Ive not shopped for more than 3 months and that's a miracle, well for me. Ive been wearing the same baju repeatedly because I simply dont have enough bajus now. :(

Sometimes I hear some people saying. "Alah, at least you get school pocket money kan..."
Well, lemme tell you that I do not get any pocket money since I started working which was since 2006. Whatever I earn at work is whatever money I have for the month. Its VERY hard to cope sometimes but I guess Im considered luckier than some other less fortunate people out there. Orang kate, "bersusah2 dulu, senang2 kemudian." Kan kan kan? So, I shall be independent and not rely on others too much cos at least I know what hardships feels like. Tak macam some people... Tak bersyukur. Bahhhh~

So Im working later tonight and tomorrow night and attending my cousin's wedding on 8th and 9th Aug this weekend. Its been quite sometime since I met my cousins from my mom's side so Im sure there will be loads to share with one another.

Ana!!! Gua rindu sama lu lah beb. Tapi kan, aku rase we can only meet next weekends. Teros we go out and lepaskan rindu rabak2 kay honey bubble. :)


&& to you, my mentel, I enjoyed yesterday's eating roti hotdog tepi fountain of wealth with you. Kikikiki. I cant wait to catch the fireworks with you! :DDD

this is lina ~ 4:18 PM