
I only managed to upload this picture. Like WTH kan?? The rest are not allowed. Even facebook does not allow me to upload pictures. What is wrong with my bro's comp?? ARGH!
Yesterday, met Ana and Ain and we went to our very own Singapore Flyer! It was exciting at first but boring later cos I actually expected more. Perhaps it will be nicer if the IR is ready. But I had fun indeed. After that, went to Town and sat at coffee bean with Ain and talked about things we've missed out on. Its been so long since I actually sat and talk to her. And and and, she helped me out with something. Thanks! At last ade bunyi eh Hp aku. :)
Im happy for someone. You sounded very happy on the phone telling me about your life. Im sure you smile all the time now. Good for you. You are leading a happy life. I wont disturb you anymore cos I totally understand that you are in a relationship and Im a reasonable person. Congrats to u and ur new gf. So exciting one hor! :)
And now, to u, the friend of 2 years, you made me cry and you didnt even notice it? I was telling Ana, you are in my mind for like 95% of my time but yet, you dont seem to care. You dont even seem to show you are concern. What's this? Why? Why did you have to add on to my already sucky day yesterday? I broke down after trying so badly to control my feelings but yet, you hung up, and didnt even bother to call me back? I was already so down early in the morning after discovering the "new couple" and then later with you at night. Only Ana knows what Im going through. Its not easy for me, it is really very hard for me to endure this feeling. I might, once again, break down, and that will be the end.
But still, I miss you.I kept telling myself to think I hate you.But what Rusdi said was very true.Now I realise I was lying to myself.I denied the truth.And now, I cant turn back time.My life is so complicated. VERY.