Tuesday, June 10, 2008


1oth June 2008


Like I said, this is all very hard, for both you and me.
I know that life's getting really tough on you.
You know how much I care for you, you know how much I love you.
I know what happened was neither our fault, neither were we the ones who created it.
But you are part of it, and Im not because, Im nothing.
Im just a piece of trash
I hope you are strong now. They need you more than me.




With the situation right now, and you starting work soon, and my mum's operation in 2 weeks time,
everything is hard for me as well.
Its not your fault, its not mine either.
But we still have to face it.
It happened and nothing can make it rewind.



My tears cant be stopped, I doubt you even know Im pouring out tears for you,
because you are busy with whats happening.
I pity you, Im sorry for you, but Im nothing, and I cant help you.



Im sorry I thought more of myself and did not put myself in your shoes.
Im selfish, Im stupid.
Everything's not fine now, I'll play pretend and hope things will get better fast,
even though you and i know it aint easy for us.



Ive missed you more than ever,
the plans we've made has to be cancelled.
I'll sacifice.

Ive sacrificed.

Ignore me, like what I said, I'll be fine, I hope.
Many more things are much more important than my feelings right now.

Whatever happens, I will still love you. Please be strong.
Semuanya dah takdir Allah.


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this is lina ~ 6:27 PM