NUR AMALINA

Someone who is totally totally crazy about
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What a beauty she is!!

A student of Temasek Polytechnic.
Diploma in Intelligent Building.
Currently 19, was born on
28th MARCH 1990.
Say whatever you like in my blog at your own risk,
Don't judge me because of what you see or hear.
I'm better off in person.

I laugh a lot, I talk a lot. So yeah,

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18th June 2008

I have pictures to post. But I'm not having the mood to do so.

My mum has been in the hospital for 4 days including today. I am having mixed feelings right now and I am stressed.
She cant walk now due to (I dont know what) her right leg. Even the doctors who have been scanning her and X ray twice cant detect the problem. Its getting me worried, and more stressed.

Ive been crying really a lot now, cos Im just stressed with things. Lots of things. Not only because of my mum.

I have to wake up as early as 5am everyday to wake my dad up and then continue with my house chores and then off to the hospital till night. My brother, helpless. Guys will be guys, lazy pigs.

My mum has never been warded since I was small and so the feeling is weird. Its really hard to do things on my own without her. I miss her, like mad.
And in 8 days more, she's going for her operation. That bloody expensive operation.
There are many things to be said but I just cant put it in words. I dont know how to.
I am just simply very stressed.

Sorry for the stresses typed out. I just wanna share how stressed I am at the moment.

An is going for his 7 weeks training tomorrow. And this adds to how stressed I am. (BBIGG SIGGHH)
He is sweet enough to come visit my mum. Thanks.

You know, when you really are in need of someone to talk to, and when you look around but there is absolutely no one for you, you just cry everything out and do nothing. Everything is still stuck in your head and it cant be let out.
You are so desperate in finding one. But in the end more tears are out because your one and only hope whom you think cares for you like how you care for her/him does not care that much about how you are feeling. You are left all alone on your own, settle everything by yourself, face your fear alone and survive on you own.
Are you able to do it?

I cared for you and your family more than my own last time, before this happened to my mum. I always said I will be by your side, I will support you in everything. Im sure you havent forgotten what I smsed you everyday and I accompanied you without fail when you needed me. I sacrificed a lot for you.
Im not expecting you to be like me, but please, I have feelings. I do. I remembered, that day I smsed you saying that even though what happened to your family has got nothing to do with me but I feel the pain, because I love you and I care for you. I told you that I care for you more than I care for myself. Im sure you remember this, cos I do.

You are hurting me more and more each day.

Im going to miss you, even after what you've done.

it's either you read or leave

this is lina ~ 12:12 AM