Saturday, November 24, 2007


I think it's natural.

To envy other people's joy, privileges, happiness and luxury. I must admit I do, but since I am rather a pessimist, I always think I can never be like them. I have too many dreams and thoughts each and every day. Sometimes people might think that I have high standard/expectations but do not ever deny that most people are like me. No one wants to live a life where you are always stressed-out and feeling miserable most of the time.

I know I can't predict the future but somehow or rather, I have a very strong feeling that I can never be like how I want myself to be if my life is like this. I am not referring to only myself but also the people around me. I do not know and will never know how to express my exact thoughts right now. I don't even know where and how and when to be strong to face adversities as well as be satisfied with myself. Well, let's just say that I am afraid of the changes happening around.

Now, let's look on the brighter side...

Si Pei, I miss you lah bitch! Come to work, I've too many stories to tell you and you've got to have a look at Rex's new hairstyle. Gosh, he's no longer him.

I'm so going to buy that 9.90 spongebob towel. Kat mane ade pasar malam lagi ar? Farhan, you can't stop meee. Oh yes, thanks to Safiq for treating us yesterday night. AND, it's already 1 year 4 months, I'm glad. =)

I hate zits.


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this is lina ~ 6:08 PM