Tuesday, September 25, 2007


Am I really pretending to be fine when I'm not?

I ain't sure.

Esfac was OK for me. Rizal was supposed to meet me at 12.30pm but he came at 2! He came to me, smiled like a sheep so I couldn't even get angry. I did Esfac quite fast, faster than the given time.

I am working long hours this week. They put me on such a freaking tight schedule. I hate it.

I had a dream last night. I dreamt I bought a female cat. It was white, with a bit of grey spots on its head. It is such a beauty. I trained it to use the toilet and gave it food. I even gave it a name. "Gofi". I don't know where that came from. Well, Gofi didn't bite, Gofi didn't break anything in the house. I love Gofi more than anything else and I would spend all my time just for her. Gofi was loved by everyone in the family, even my mom. (She dislikes us having pets at home as the house might get dirty). So then, Gofi stayed with us for about 3 weeks when she suddenly jumped out of my bedroom window. I live on the 6th floor and so she died instantaneously. I wasn't fast enough to save her. I saw her land flat on the ground with blood flowing.

I woke up. I was in tears.

To those who know me, this dream might be a surprise for you. I will run away if I see a cat. I will walk a longer distance if i see it at the place where I'm about to walk. I refuse to touch it even though I know it wont bite. So, why of all things, I dreamt of a cat?


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this is lina ~ 1:07 AM