Tuesday, August 7, 2007


im not sure whether this post will be a long or a short one 'cause im gonna type whatever that comes to my mind.

i really hate making complex decisions. im nt sure on what's best for both me and the people around me. logically, i wanna be happy. but as a person with a heart, i want people ard me to be happy as well. but im not perfect, NOBODY is. i know sometimes decision-making hurts, as either u or the person involve, will get hurt. but that's just part and parcel of life. im experiencing a rather hard situation right now. i feel like im stucked. i dunno where to move. there's no right pathway for me to move forward. but i cant go a sturn as im not a person who gives up on things easily. sometimes, it doesnt hurt to lie. if the lie can bring happiness to others, then u are nt cheating, but rather, u are sacrificing. ive sacrificed enough. i know it hurt terribly when i told u my answer. but like i mentioned, im human. im nobody perfect. i don't have the power to make everyone in my life smile with glee. i need t have a life of my own as well. what i can do now is i wanna say loads of sorrys to u 'cause "once broken, considered sold". keep that in ur head.

now, i would like to share my thoughts about this someone.
u are a nice person, u've helped me alot since the past few years. we've known each other since the past years but yet, im very certain u don't understand me. its ok, i totally understand. it takes a while for u to actually figure out someones true colours. i still consider u as a friend. i always did. but based on ur reaction, i don't think u do. i dont wanna make any assumptions 'cause it wont work anyway. but what i want u to know is that i stick to this. "a friend will always be friend". u dun have to best friends or whatever, u just need to understand each other. let me warn u, i hate having enemies. ok?

well, b4 i end off, i saw my damnn EX-boyfriend at the bus-stop. Safiee.. what telah happen? y u look so different now? what's with the clothing and hairstyle? and btw, ur legs are too BERBULU to be shown. its disgusting. u were so different last time. anyway, i can still remember what u said to me, u JERK. dun wish to see ur face anymore so that i wont criticize u any further.

i hope u'll recover soon. taking care. =)


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this is lina ~ 12:21 AM